I Would Rather commit suicide, Than kill Myself

I Would Rather commit suicide, Than kill Myself

When Speaking or Writting about Death, it is safe to say that although it takes place every second, it is to perennial to be called current Affair. So i must try writting as candid as possible in order not to confuse previous knowledge of this topic, rather i would throw more light into it, so dont bother catching the darkness, when it tries to flee.

Killing yourself. This term is mostly used when the subject-matter does it Unintentionally, Consider this statement "She *killed herself* mistakenly by running into the middle of the road". Quite the contrary to that, committing suicide is always Intentional (For a reason), consider this statement "She committed suicide by running into the road, because she was heart broken".

My point is i would rather die intentionally rather than die unintentionally, infact i would love to do that daily. But when i speak of death i don't mean the regular (in which your spirit leaves your body and then you stop breathing) which is -biologically , I speak of that which controls the physical, i speak of the spiritual.

If i follow Jesus am a dead man (Gal 2:20), headed towards Life eternal, (Abundant Life) but if i don't follow Jesus am headed towards death forever(no turning back): I follow Jesus am dead, i don't i would die anyway, but the two deaths differ based on destinations. So i would rather die to my flesh(Earthly Desires) for the sake of Jesus (Suicide), than die trying to avoid death(killing myself).

One of friend (Blackie J Koel) said "The Christian life is about murdered people, resurrected on a quest to find life by Commiting suicide.